Hello. Mau curhat nih setelah kurang lebih hampir setengah tahun ga nulis hmm..
Kalo kata temenku si abror sih, "Hidup ini seperti roda yang berputar. Kadang kita berada diatas dengan kebahagiaan, kadang kita berada dibawah dengan kesedihan" dan gue bener-bener lagi berada di roda posisi bawah.
First, my scores in university really worst. Even worse than worst =(
Second, I feel so stupid because I pretend to ignore someone who actually cares about me. It hurts.
Then I goes again, believing in something that's never going to happen. Everyday...
And the worst, I can't hold on my feelings now. My temper is very bad inside and it's not because I'm labile, this is just me. I feel like I should be crying or screaming or something but I can't because I'm turned off.
How many times do I forgive someone just because I don't want to lose them, even though they don't deserve my forgiveness?
I tried to pray over and over again. But nothing has changed. I started to sleep earlier everyday to forget what just happened to me. But it doesn't help me.
Sometimes it feels like that life just hates me ='(
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